Junior year isn't over for me just yet. These next few days are going to be the most stressful hair-pulling days I can possibly imagine.
I felt the need to blog right now because I've been met with a great deal of stress this past week, including this weekend.
All the crying and blaming from this past week have brought me to question my faith in God. And this is the week when my faith in God will be put to the test.
I won't go into detail at all, but right now, I am putting my full trust in Him...I must. I need to believe that miracles can happen, and that God will answer my prayers. I have been praying constantly for Him to ease my suffering for the past few days, but my prayers were not answered. And I think it was because I had some doubt in whether or not God was there for me. And so, I am praying again. I will pray over and over again because I know that God can work wonders, and He can make miracles happen.
I lift up to Him my struggles and problems. I only have a week left of school, and this is when I need Him the most. Honestly, I haven't been this vulnerable in a really long time. I usually can handle things myself, but I realize that I can't, especially now. I need God by my side to guide me in His way. All I can do right now is pray for His guidance and that he will turn my sufferings into miracles.
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| Really random pic of me and my friend, but this was one of my happiest memories :) |
